562|Kid Cudi| Weeknd| OFWGKTA|friends| hopeless romantic

 

Its easy to act like you care about someone when you don’t really care.

Its hard to act like you don’t care about someone when they mean something to you.

My heart: Other's happiness Brian, not yours. Never your happiness first. Always that of others, those closest to you.

My mind: But when will I ever be happy if no one feels the same about me?

You don’t know how lovely you are.

Why does some ambiguous

fucking thing have to happen, that I can’t control, and it has to ruin the one good thing I felt I had. Doesn’t even feel like anything anymore. Its such bull shit, and I’m so frustrated.

Tired as fuck.

Still sort of sad. But mostly over it. Lonely. Wish I could talk to my friend, but Idk where she’s at. Probably asleep. Not only that, but there’s a gap between us again, and she doesn’t really seem too eager to talk to me. This morning sucked because of what I found out. I didn’t ever mean to cause any trouble, I figured I was on the way or it’d be offered. But I feel like I forced my way into and the fact that her parents believe I should stop being around her sucks too. Don’t really know what to think about that. I just know it sucks.